General DiscussionHow do I quit playing dota?

I hate this game and will never be able to make money at it therefore there’s no point in wasting time on it . I can’t just uninstall because I’ve invested 40,000 hours of practice into it . Whenever I’m forced to play support, the cores on my team afk farm camps and don’t rotate , and I hurt myself physically , like punching my face as hard as possible . I haven’t enjoyed playing in over a year

The only way I can stop playing this nasty waste of time game is if I believe it’s just me who sucks at the game and doesn’t have to do with confounds like brain damaged teammates or behavior score.

Can some pro 5k player win a match with the same trolls I play with all day and all night long and prove it ?